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| School starts tomorrow, im not ready at all. Usually ill have all my shyt ready and ill be all excited but now i dont even know whats going on. Damnit, Ive been so bitchy lately. Or moody. I dunno which one it is but i know its not cool. I havent been taking those pills, maybe thats why. I smoked last night cuase i was just feelin like shit. I hate it when this happens. Tomorrow is the fuckin first day of school and all I can do is bitch. Ach I have to clean my fuckin room, and get my drums back up there. fuck it, im shuttin up. Im sorry for bitching so much.
-and I'll cry myself to sleep tonight- | | |
| wooo...LoL last night/this morning was intense. well dani finally asked me out. lol I was so skyed about that. It took us a while to get on the same page but we got it. haha man I was sick all night. But i didnt wanna tell dani cuase then hed make me go to sleep. lol and i didnt wanna get off the phone with him. Just hearing his voice makes me feel better. haha we stayed on for 4 hours this time. lol then i got a friggin headache, and dani knew so he said hed call me back later..heh i love that kid. Oh man, right when we got off the phone I went to the potty room cuase i thought i was gunna spew. So i got up and i got hardcore (haha) dizy. ach im ok now. I think...haha now for today.
Me, my mom and my sister went school shopping. I bought nothing. lol shopping sucks! its so boring. or it is when your sick. haha but we went out to lunch with my dad too! oh man our waiter was hott!! haha and i felt like sucha dumbass cuase i was sick and i couldnt really talk. and then theres my family whos totally retarded. lol my dad asked him if he thought my sister looked like a beaver..cuase we were talking about me getting braces. haha yeah it kind of sucked. then we came home and i took some drugs and went to sleep. I feel a little bit better but I dunno. Drn colds...well im out for the night. Dani if i dont pick up im sorry sweets. Ima try to stay awake but this medicine is the sleepy stuff i think. I love you.
"Im better off everyday when im standing in the pouring rain
I dont mind, I think of you and everythings alright" | | |
| well today was Ok. LoL early this morning was awesome! lol and last night. I talked to dani all night long. heh but uh..yeah i went to NS today for open house. Me n my sister just walked around n met our teachers. god dang, my sister has so many freakin friends. lol and they ALL called me nicoles lil sis. haha im not so scared aboot highschool anymore. It'll kickass!but after open house me, jenni, britt, sara and kevin oh and my sister..lol...went to subway..yum. lol those kids are great. well yeah theyre older than me but hell who cares. heh well hmm..LoL I dont have to much to say. ach my parents pissed me off again today. lol i wont get to much into that one. you guys know how i get when im pissed. hah Me, Tony, Dustin, logan and dillon are probably gunna go to the movies tomorrow, or just chill. I dunno. lol kind of like a guys night out, cept im a girl..lol I dunno. Theres just somethin about me. haha alright kids well im out. I love you Dani
"You wanna know more more more about me
Im the girl thats kickin the coke machine"
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| this is my fav. song right now kids... but it makes me sad cuase it makes me think of you I dont care anymore, I love you.
"Promise"
What would you say If i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And the stars arent out tonight
but neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye
These memories cant replace
These wishes I wished and these dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like Ive lost everything when your gone
Left remembering what its like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy.
I never thought Id be the one to say please dont, please dont leave me
I feel like I lost everything when youre gone
Left remembering what its like to have you here with me
I thought you shuold know, youre not making this easy
....you're not making this easy.
Take my hand and never let me go
Promise me...
you'll never let me go
make this last forever
I feel like, Ive lost everything when youre gone
Left remembering what its like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, youre not making this easy
...youre not making this easy.
so I'll fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you | | |
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