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Sunday, September 12, 2004

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 17:03:26 GMT

new xanga... www.xanga.com/sad_lil_elf

Monday, September 06, 2004

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 19:04:36 GMT

School starts tomorrow, im not ready at all. Usually ill have all my shyt ready and ill be all excited but now i dont even know whats going on. Damnit, Ive been so bitchy lately. Or moody. I dunno which one it is but i know its not cool. I havent been taking those pills, maybe thats why. I smoked last night cuase i was just feelin like shit. I hate it when this happens. Tomorrow is the fuckin first day of school and all I can do is bitch. Ach I have to clean my fuckin room, and get my drums back up there. fuck it, im shuttin up. Im sorry for bitching so much.

-and I'll cry myself to sleep tonight-

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 23:58:19 GMT

wooo...LoL last night/this morning was intense. well dani finally asked me out. lol I was so skyed about that. It took us a while to get on the same page but we got it. haha man I was sick all night. But i didnt wanna tell dani cuase then hed make me go to sleep. lol and i didnt wanna get off the phone with him. Just hearing his voice makes me feel better. haha we stayed on for 4 hours this time. lol then i got a friggin headache, and dani knew so he said hed call me back later..heh i love that kid. Oh man, right when we got off the phone I went to the potty room cuase i thought i was gunna spew. So i got up and i got hardcore (haha) dizy. ach im ok now. I think...haha now for today.

Me, my mom and my sister went school shopping. I bought nothing. lol shopping sucks! its so boring. or it is when your sick. haha but we went out to lunch with my dad too! oh man our waiter was hott!! haha and i felt like sucha dumbass cuase i was sick and i couldnt really talk. and then theres my family whos totally retarded. lol my dad asked him if he thought my sister looked like a beaver..cuase we were talking about me getting braces. haha yeah it kind of sucked. then we came home and i took some drugs and went to sleep. I feel a little bit better but I dunno. Drn colds...well im out for the night. Dani if i dont pick up im sorry sweets. Ima try to stay awake but this medicine is the sleepy stuff i think. I love you.

"Im better off everyday when im standing in the pouring rain
I dont mind, I think of you and everythings alright"

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 00:30:10 GMT

well today was Ok. LoL early this morning was awesome! lol and last night. I talked to dani all night long. heh but uh..yeah i went to NS today for open house. Me n my sister just walked around n met our teachers. god dang, my sister has so many freakin friends. lol and they ALL called me nicoles lil sis. haha im not so scared aboot highschool anymore. It'll kickass!but after open house me, jenni, britt, sara and kevin oh and my sister..lol...went to subway..yum. lol those kids are great. well yeah theyre older than me but hell who cares. heh well hmm..LoL I dont have to much to say. ach my parents pissed me off again today. lol i wont get to much into that one. you guys know how i get when im pissed. hah Me, Tony, Dustin, logan and dillon are probably gunna go to the movies tomorrow, or just chill. I dunno. lol kind of like a guys night out, cept im a girl..lol I dunno. Theres just somethin about me. haha alright kids well im out. I love you Dani

"You wanna know more more more about me
Im the girl thats kickin the coke machine"

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 21:08:26 GMT

this is my fav. song right now kids... but it makes me sad cuase it makes me think of you I dont care anymore, I love you.

"Promise"

What would you say If i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And the stars arent out tonight
but neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye
These memories cant replace
These wishes I wished and these dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like Ive lost everything when your gone
Left remembering what its like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy.

I never thought Id be the one to say please dont, please dont leave me
I feel like I lost everything when youre gone
Left remembering what its like to have you here with me
I thought you shuold know, youre not making this easy
....you're not making this easy.

Take my hand and never let me go
Promise me...
you'll never let me go
make this last forever

I feel like, Ive lost everything when youre gone
Left remembering what its like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, youre not making this easy
...youre not making this easy.

so I'll fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 18:22:46 GMT

Dani, that was B-E-A-UTIFUL! haha well erm..last night was cool. Jessica went upstairs and slept in her bed though. She always gets cranky when she sleeps downstairs so we made her go upstairs. Then mandy fell asleep and it was just me and josh. ugh hes soo weird. lol we stayed up til aboot 2:30, then we fell asleep. Then i woke up sick, and all of joshs friends came over. I really wanted to go home cuase i didnt feel go so i took josh's keys and me n mandy went in the bar, and its a stick and i have no idea how to work those things. haha so i attempted to work it and almost hit some guys car. oh man i felt so dumb. all these older hott guys watchin me. haha but its ok, i pulled up the e-brake and we were safe. Now im home and all alone and board as shit. Ive done some laundry, but mostly ive been wrapped up in my music all day. Like ive been dancing all around the house and singing my ass off lol im like loosing my voice now. haha I almost got the goodies dance down. And i finally got all of sean pauls get busy dance down. woo those girls can move! alrighty well Ive still got lots to do. Man being sick SUCKS BALLS! Dani- call me sweets. *muah* I love you.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 02:05:40 GMT

Ay Kids, Im at Cathy's right now. man today was boring as shyt! I just cleaned ALL day. woo ok jess n mandy are playin with eachothers boobs. and callin eachother hoes...woo good thing i aint sleepin with them tonight. haha I got the couch! Oh dani!! Were thinkin aboot goin to KD on thursday. we arent all sure n stuff yet but uh yeah...aww im bored kids. I think ill just shut up and get a drink! haha Toodle Noodles

Monday, August 30, 2004

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 00:11:17 GMT

haha Dani, thats a song silly! youve never heard it? oh man... So kids I went up to Ocean City this weekend. it was awesome. at first me and jessica were just walkin down the boardwalk not really doin anything, then we went back to the hotel and slept. Then all of us (brenda, Nikki, my dad, Jess and me) went out to dinner. heh me and jessica stole ALL the crackers. She shoved em down her pants. tooo funny. After dinner we went back to the hotel, got all perty, then went out walking on the boardwalk again. Me and Jess had so much fun. haha We got tattoos and the guy was like feeling us up. it was soo funny. and then we had to walk on the boardwalk without our shirts on or itd like mess up our tattoos so we got a bunch of stares and comments...lol some chic called us sluts. lol Then we went into the arcade thingys. heh let me tell you, im a pro at slots. after we got done their, we walked down the boardwalk even more and went to some fair thing. Then we got tired and went home. If you didnt notice through this whole story, we didnt meet any guys. haha all of em were older..and not hott. haha My sister and Brenda did though. lol so that was Saturday..now for sunday. hahaha We all went down to the beach and were attempting to tan. then Me, Brenda, and Jess went into the water. haha i was so scared jess had to hold my hand the whole time. lol these HUGE ass waves would come and we would like jump up and ride em. it was so funny cuase im all short so the waves like carried me like 2 feet back. haha my first time i was under water trying to get my hair all back and brenda and jessica are all yellin TORIA TORIA and im like whatever and they finally get me up and i turn around and there this fuckin huge wave comin right at me and I just got a mouth full of water and got throw about 5 feet back...Then after a while we got my sister in. HAHA shes smaller than me so they like killed her. One of the times another big wave comes and she like tumbles 10 times underwater. haha O O WE SAW DOLPHINS!! oh man i got scared so i went out and layed down to get some sun. haha then we went back in and got beat up a little more. haha Then me and jess got all of us some lunch. we spent $30 at subway! while we were walking jess was like "hey you know if you think about it, were fully dressed. You have your shorts on, and I have a shirt on" lol I felt so weird just walking around with just my bathing suit top and booty shorts. haha im not used to it!! the whole trip was great...ahh alright well I smell and I need a shower. haha Toodle Noodles.

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 23:37:58 GMT

You may look at me and think that I'm just a young girl
But I'm not just a young girl.
Baby this is what I'm lookin for
Sexy, Independent, down to spend it type that gettin his dough
Im not bein to dramatic thats the way I gotta have it.

I bet you want the goodies
Bet you though about it
Got you all hot and bothered
Maybe cuz I talk about it.
Lookin for the goodies keep on lookin cuase they stay in the jar

Just becuase you drive a benz im not goin home with you
you wont get no nookie or the cookies Im not rookie
and still I'm sexy independent
I aint with it so you already know
Im not bein to dramatic thats the way I gotta have it
You think your slick tryna hit But im not dumb
Im not bein to dramatic thats the way I gotta have it!

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 19:25:16 GMT

Im in sucha good mood right now. I have the same lunch with Jeff!!! how awesome is that. thats like...crazy. LoL if you know me well, youd get it. hahaha well. I havent talked to anyone else about the schedules, so i dont know who i have classes with rr what not. but I know alot of my freshies i use to chill with, having nothing with me. like nothing, so i think im gunna make some new friends this year. lol or hopefully ill have allison or laura or josh or casey or all those seniors or juniors to chill with. lol I love those kids. hahahaha well om..Ive cleaned the whole house. but now i feel all nasty. i still have to go cut the grass. ach damn grass. Atleast im not cramping up as bad as i was yesterday. dang that hurt. haha alrighty well.. heres my schedule for you kids who want it. haha!

Homeroom- Parthenakis
Computer Solutions- Calderon
P.E.- Oliver
English- McClain
Spanish- Dominguez
World Geography- Wright
LUNCH
Algebra- Matalavage
Earth Science- Diamantopolous

...yeah weird names...I know!